Of course I love you, it's because I love you that this is so hard for me. I can't stand by while my own daughter gets hurt, and especially if she's to blind to see it herself. It's because I care that i'm so upset. And yes, you did disappoint me. It's why I can't trust you, but that doesn't mean I stopped loving you, nothing can stop me from doing that. I just want what's best for you. I always have... Your mother and I have worked so hard to keep you safe from all this... we always knew it was possible. We were just hoping you would wait till you were ready, sure, that you wouldn't spre...... do what you did... So yes, i'm disappointed... but i'm still your father, and I still love you.